Can things get any worser?
You feel like you cant move. You arms feels stiff, your body moves in slow motion. Your soul is caught in a dilemma. How can you turn if you cant move? The only thing your asking yourself is ‘can things get any worser‘
In life, there are things that happen for a reason, cause and purpose. Whether it’s for good or for bad. This whole week bad things has been happening to my life. I’m at a breaking point, where I feel I cant take nor deal with it anymore. I guess the only good thing going on is that I have someone in my life whom makes me happy and is trying to help me get through these times in my life. I admit, it’s hard telling him things because I’ve always been the type to let my feelings just build up on the inside, and just wait until my body cant take it no more and explode. At the same time, I admit it does seems easier to just get it out. Work, has been good, … I guess. I’m just not really feeling it as much as I thought I would, so im going to try to make the best of it, until I can go to medical school,… or find another job. All I hear people doing is complaining about the job and sometimes I do wish I could go back and listen to them. At the same time, I’m like atleast I have a job, not to many people out here can say that. The new layout is coming soon, I promise. I’ve worked 2 weeks straight, no days off or nothing, and I’ve just been tired…so this week I’ll have more time to get things together. Cant wait..alot of new things in store!
