HOW IT FEELS TO FLY!
Looking back at the past 10 years, I can say I have made alot of lesson learned (regretted) situations and been through alot. I can not be like most people and say “it’s a new year a new me“, because really everyone is still going to be the same person they was yesterday. Words speak – but actions speak louder. This year, I am going to try to branch out my business opportunities and try working with some high powered people in my city. Already, my actions been speaking louder then my words because I’ve been doing some networking. I am just trying to archive my goals this year – rather then just making a list and pen pointing what I want to do. I am one of those type of women – who when I say I am going to do something – I am going to do it. My life has been moving in a great way – I’ve got in a relationship with a great man. He’s a Marine, and he’s one of those type of man who buys me flower, loves to cook food for me, and just treat me right. At first, I admit I was kind of skeptical because he was very different from most men I’ve dated and been attracted to. Sometimes in order to feel good and not get hurt you must step out side of the box – to look at the bigger picture. I had to ask myself would I rather want to be treat right?, or would I want to date the kind of men I’m used to and get hurt all over again. I chose what my heart told me to do and when he asked for me to be apart of his life – it felt like he was asking me to marry him. It was sweet and romantic. He’s the type of man who dont judge me based off of anything I tell him and it’s the same way with me. We both have our ugly pasts in our life, and we both cant help what happened before we met each other and what happened before we got together.
Work, has been going good..could be better. I’m really focused on going back to school, and becoming an RN! I feel like the point in my life right now, its just the beginning. I need to have an back up plan just in case the music business job does not fall through like I want it to. I have so many goals that I would like to archive within the next year it is crazy. I sat down and wrote out my 1, 5, and 10 year goals and the steps I need to take to make them reality. I felt so good because if you are organized in your life so that way you know which direction you want to take your life in.