Posted on January 17th, 2010 by
Looking back at the past 10 years, I can say I have made alot of lesson learned (regretted) situations and been through alot. I can not be like most people and say “it’s a new year a new me“, because really everyone is still going to be the same person they was yesterday. Words speak - but actions speak louder. This year, I am going to try to branch out my business opportunities and try working with some high powered people in my city. Already, my actions been speaking louder then my words because I’ve been doing some networking. I am just trying to archive my goals this year - rather then just making a list and pen pointing what I want to do. I am one of those type of women - who when I say I am going to do something - I am going to do it. My life has been moving in a great way - I’ve got in a relationship with a great man. He’s a Marine, and he’s one of those type of man who buys me flower, loves to cook food for me, and just treat me right. At first, I admit I was kind of skeptical because he was very different from most men I’ve dated and been attracted to. Sometimes in order to feel good and not get hurt you must step out side of the box - to look at the bigger picture. I had to ask myself would I rather want to be treat right?, or would I want to date the kind of men I’m used to and get hurt all over again. I chose what my heart told me to do and when he asked for me to be apart of his life - it felt like he was asking me to marry him. It was sweet and romantic. He’s the type of man who dont judge me based off of anything I tell him and it’s the same way with me. We both have our ugly pasts in our life, and we both cant help what happened before we met each other and what happened before we got together.
Work, has been going good..could be better. I’m really focused on going back to school, and becoming an RN! I feel like the point in my life right now, its just the beginning. I need to have an back up plan just in case the music business job does not fall through like I want it to. I have so many goals that I would like to archive within the next year it is crazy. I sat down and wrote out my 1, 5, and 10 year goals and the steps I need to take to make them reality. I felt so good because if you are organized in your life so that way you know which direction you want to take your life in.
Posted on January 2nd, 2010 by
Happy New Years to everyone who visit my site, the new layout is almost complete.. I’m almost pleased with the progress that I’ve been making on it. 
Hope everyone had a wonderful and safe new years.. I’ve spent mines sick in the bed but im doing much better now. So until next time take care.
Posted on December 6th, 2009 by
So I’ve finally got my new laptop where i can make new designs and a new layout for the website..which is something I was not able to do with my old laptop because I was sharing it with everyone in the house and our desktop is really messed up so I went and brought my own as an early Christmas gift. I now have more time to myself seeing I’ve went back to working 7 days a week now I’ve gone back down to working 5 days a week Monday - Friday (in the mornings) and get off at either 3 or 4 pm so thats good. I’ve been doing my christmas shopping for myself and other’s. I’m almost finished I’ve got my mom this spa set that she wanted and my brother he wants some games for his xbox 360 and a playstation 3 so ima buy that for him. I brought myself this laptop and a wii so far; I want to get myself a digital camera for my birthday so things are coming along. I feel so sad because I have not even thought about what I was going to buy my niece since she dont need any toys maybe some clothes and some shoes i was thinking. I have no experience with what to buy lil children since last christmas she was a baby and I did not have a job at the time so I couldnt really buy anyone nothing so it feels real good to be able to get out and shop for not just myself but others. My birthday is coming up on the 28th I am so excited because I’m going to FINALLY be the age that I want to stay forever 21…not that it is such a big deal but yeah I love when my birthday comes because I feel so special. well thats all i have to blog for now hopefully within this week ill have a new layout up.
Posted on November 19th, 2009 by
When you start loosing all the important people; who mean the world to you?
Posted on October 21st, 2009 by
So come to find out, I’ve been having some pain in my abdomen for a while now, turns out my Uterus is swollen. How did that happen, I have no idea. So now I’m taking 2 meds for it, but it’s getting alot better. It hurted so much sometimes, I couldnt walk. I’m at the point where I’m just trying to get things within my life together, like going back to nursing school. My job is okay, but it’s not enough as to where I can as much as I like, so im going to try to pick up as many hours as possible before my birthday (which is in December). I had 2 trips planned before then and 2 within then, but all of them have to get changed due to me not working that much and having to help out around my house. Life is a struggle, whomever said being an adult is easy, lied! Being an adult is hard, thats why I do not understand why young people are so quick to say they are grown when they dont know half the responsibility and work that comes with being an adult. There are times where I wish I could go back to my childhood for a couple months because those we’re the days I took things for granted, saying ‘oh I cant wait until I get grown‘ and then its like nothing turns out the way you wanted it to be, unless you have your head on straight and your one of those lucky people.
