IN LIFE COMES SACRIFICES AND CHOICES, WHAT DO NOT MAKE ME WEAK WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER AND WISER.

Happy August

Everything good has been happening for me lately. I’ve got my car insurance and my health insurance finally got approved. I’m happy because some of my doctors allowed me to go – and then get billed later (which was very high) but my OBgyn didnt! I was upset so I’m happy I got it just in time. I’ve been looking into buying some new Mary Kay products this month. They have some really good products – I know I’ma spend 100+ on my products. I feel every once in a while everyone should be in-titled to spending money they earn on themselves. If you would like to check out their website its www.marykay.com – you can not buy stuff offline – they make your order stuff through an agent who sales the products. I’ll hopefully be doing it soon to make some extra money – the start up kit is only $100 (plus shipping and handling) ! So yeah everything is looking good so far.

Justin Bieber.

Here is my latest work of art. Yesterday, I’ve spent the whole day not just cleaning my room, but cleaning up files on my laptop. Not just random files – which I need to do but design related stuff. I trashed a lot of textures, backgrounds and patterns that I did not want. My Ex- Boyfriend said I should have saved them to a disc for later use. I told him I already have to many files. I’m trying really hard to get back into the swing of designing – my first love. So I’ve started this design. It came out really well. Lately, I’ve just been doing flyers and covers that I’m done with doing those for a while – I’m back at doing abstract designs and working on web – related (layout) designs. Sorry the image is so small – I didnt want to post the full image and thats about as large as its going to fit. Hope you like. I’m going to be re-doing the whole site because some how the spam plugin thats suppose to block spam comments, didnt. I dont have time to delete over 7,000 spam comments so im going to just start fresh and upgrade.

Summer Love & Pain !

One minute.. I want to be in a relationship .. The next I dont. I have a great man by my side. Who just treat me how a woman is suppose to be treated. WRONG ! I found out this man with with another woman the whole time we we’re together. He expects me to forget it because he says they was never physically together. Uhm.. NO !

Throughout the past couple of months, I have been with 2 promotional teams .. and I’m just happy to say that promotions are not for me. I’m happy to say that lil chapter is done. Here is a photo of me in the first promotional team I was apart of.

Thats me right there the second from the left.. next to my bestfriend in the black and grey dress. No new photo’s we’re really taken with the promotional team I just got out of because the team was full of very unprofessional and hoeish people. You cant run a business and not know how to be professional. I feel if we all grown – why cant people just learn how to say how they feel about each other. Instead of sending someone else to do your dirty work. From me – respect is earned. I dont just respect anybody – I treat people the same way they treat me. This summer for me is filled with lots of love and pain. But On the good note.. working on another new layout. I’m working on my first mixtape .. I’m in the processing of getting things started right now and I’m excited.

TRUE MEANING OF LIFE

Nobody life is perfect. No body is perfect. Everything about a person isn’t perfect. I dont expect my life to be perfect, nor do I expect thing’s in life to just be handed to me. So when I found out the news about my health – I just could not do anything but cry. I quickly cried but dried my tears – because I know that I am a strong person. Alot of people like to define their self as a ‘strong black person’ but I dont like to categorize it by race because everyone can be a strong person. Not just black people – some black people aren’t stonger then the rest everybody is as strong as they allow them selves to be. I always asked why this had to happen to me. But I had to learn and realize that God put people through things for a reason – to take them through life lessons and to make them a strong person. Nobody go through life without have any problems at all. I’ve came from the bottom and I can say I’ve made it almost to the top and I am happy with my progress. My health – I dont know where it’s going to take me. But I’m taking life as it comes – and one day at a time.

Business vs. Pleasure

Hey guys, It’s been a while since I’ve blogged and alot has been going on. I dont know but I havent really been feeling the need to acutally get on my laptop, except for when I’m logged onto Facebook or doing a Multi-Media design. Work has been draining me, I’m back to working nights and it’s starting to take a toll on my body. I guess because I’m used to mornings and then getting off work and doing whatever I want but that is not the case. But regardless, I love work and having money in my pocket that I’ve earned on my own……. no better feeling then that.

Me and my boyfriend been together for 3 months now. I’m liking the relationships because we went through our ups and down in the begn. I think us having that happened only made our relationship stronger and wiser and gave us a better understanding of each other. I cant stand being apart from him now, I try to spend more time with him as much as I can because before our schedules was totally different. He acutally has a promotional/club/party event company that I’m helping out with and it also gives us time to spend time together on the business side.

I thought doing that was going to be a bigger challenge because I cant be with him like I like because I have to understand when he’s at these events he’s this business person lol. Of course he makes me feel special but making lil shouts on the mic… which I think are cute but at the same time I hate. Other then that my life is going great.